I recently arrived in Los Angeles from Chicago for a brief hiatus while applying for seminary, which I plan to attend this fall. Coming to LA, I was eager to connect with a local body of believers. I was so elated when I found Basileia. However, I confess that participation in an emerging community pressing into sharing life, faith and resources accentuates the tension I feel about being here for a potentially brief stint.
Depending on which school I choose to attend, I may leave in August and head to the Pacific Northwest, or I may stay here in Southern California. The next step is still unknown to me, and for now, I am simply waiting on the Lord. Transience and relationship are a tricky pairing for me. I prefer longevity, loyalty, enduring presence, and the experience of process when it comes to relationships. While none of these traits accurately describe my experience here in LA, I felt the pathway to LA was well lit, and so I came.
Now that I’m here, I feel challenged by the Holy Spirit to live as though I am here for a lifetime, even if in reality I am here only one more month. It feels terribly unsafe, but the alternative is walking alone. And even for a short season, that seems so far from God’s heart for me.
I believe the treasures of being in LA for a short time are hidden in the mysteries of community. God is doing something here in Hollywood through community. I can’t quantify it, however I know that He is inviting me into it here and now. This invitation is confirmed and affirmed with every Basileia gathering.
So how I could I forsake diving in? I do not want to miss unlocking the mysteries of community that occur when we engage one another’s diversity of thought, life, culture, language and experience. I don’t want to miss the unfurling of God’s power and life here. Jesus is here, in Hollywood now, and I simply want to join Him in what He’s doing, if only for right here, right now.
by Athaliah Watkins
Great post, Athaliah. I’m hoping for Fuller so that we can keep you right here!
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